Ultimate Beauty.

This has nothing to do with makeup.

All the more about beauty.

The world stopped in unison today to say goodbye to, in my opinion, the most beautiful person to ever walked this earth. Michael was absolute, pure beauty to me. Inside and out. I have always found him attractive. Ever since I was around 5 years old he has been the love of my life. I'm proud that he, out of hundreds of great artists, became my one. The greatest one of them all. I'm so thankful that he was the one that touched me. That found a way into my heart, never to leave again. He has never left my side since I found him. Since he found me. And I will never leave his. Never can say goodbye. Not to him. Never.

I have cried every day since the 25th of June. Today was hard. One of the hardest days. I cried through the entire ceremony, but the minute Paris talked... my heart was broken into a million little peaces and can not ever be repaired again. Those beautiful children of his... it kills me.

I was going to see him i London on August 28th. The day before his birthday. After waiting for this for 20 years I had 64 days left until my number one dream was going to come through. I always said my life would never be complete unless I got to see him live or meet him in person to give him a hug, at least once.

My life will now never be complete. I will miss him and mourn him forever. My life, and the world, is now a little less beautiful. A lot less.

I have lost the possibility of my biggest dream coming true.

I have lost the love of my life.

Michael,

I love you more.